But not a real green dress, that's cruel

I rediscovered Barenaked Ladies today. They used to be one of my favorite bands years ago and I hadn't listened to them in a long time. Also I've become more fond of System of a Down and Cream and I'm discovering The Cure and finding out that every song in the world is by The Kinks.

My desk has a new item of two recently. One interesting addition is a device that can change an internal cd-rom drive (and I'm assuming any IDE device) into an external drive. I need to find an old "working" drive for it and then I can plug it into a wall and press the eject button over and over for hours of fun. Taylor left the wrapper for his new SOAD album in my car and somehow it got on my desk. Nothing else interesting besides an empty Pocky box and Paul's old wallet. All that randomness aside, life is good. Even working is good it seems which is great because I haven't been able to keep myself from being annoyed while working on anything for weeks it seems. Hail Cake!

There are luxuries we can’t afford
But in our house we never get bored
We can dance to the radio station
That plays in our teeth

we all need control

If you see me acting strangely, don't be surprised. I'm just a man who needed someone and somewhere to hide. The LAN was horrible. The most peaceful and calm part of the whole LAN was playing a quiet game of pool with Paul. Too many problems, too many people. People talking without speaking. People hearing without listening. People writing songs that voices never shared. I've had certain songs stuck on repeat in my head and it is bad. Bad. Fish... haha. Silence like a cancer grows. I went to a luncheon today. It wasn't too bad. It wasn't too good. At least Potato was there. The words of the prophet are written on the subway walls. Too many things to say that should not be said and won't be said and thou shall be glad they were not said even though a tumor of silence may appear... it's only a tumor. The day breaks, your mind aches. I am going to do homework because I must. I'm just a man whose cirumstances... you know you know... but you don't? For No One! Stop it! Sorry to all. LAN was negative fun for me and I knew it would be but I still went for some reason which affected others more than me it seemed... aftershock. Home in the valley... no home no home I just want to be alone today. This post is now officially nonsense so I may as well add some credits at the end. I am ending this nonsense now!

Credits of this post: someone who talked, someone who lost, someone who ran, someone who blogged, and someone who looked

Some call me sinner, some call me saint

Right now my additude and emotions seem to be neutral. Nothing exists. I'm not particularly happy but I'm not particularly sad. I just am. It's not the worst of feelings but it isn't really the best. It seems to come packaged with spaciness. I've been "out of it" for a while now. I don't know what day of the week it is often (I usually do) and I have to struggle to remember what I did yesterday and earlier today. I seem to have a mental overload for no reason but I don't feel particularly stressed like others do right now. I'm not sure why I made this post but I guess it helps to try to pinpoint exactly what is going on through writing. For a non-filtered and nonsensical version of this feeling read my moblog. It has had this mood recently. I seem to ramble for sake of filling up empty space. The LAN will probably be moderatly fun even in this mood. If I'm not too tired I still plan to pull a Not to Touch the Earth with Brian as long as he's up for it.

James Dean in the Rain

Good Quotes today. Lots of fun. Today I had Jukebox Hero stuck in my head for probably four hours while working in the yard. Killer Queen was stuck in my head and I blame you! Then I had other songs stuck in my head and I can't remember what. This happens often recently. I have eatten many peanuts recently. Jeans good. Friday was fun. More people to know. I saw Freddie Mercury and stuff. Taylor mirror eyes freaky. Physics is always fun with Rocky. I must see The House and Family Guy! Jeff's pantry is so good. I want to live there. Crashing Cars in his brain. All These Things That I've Done really is a sad song. I didn't see Star Wars friday but I'll see it later and my hands are still worn from this morning. I am the audioscrobbler bringer. My moblog has died a bit recently due to business and actual life at times. This post was thoroughly confusing to those that weren't there and slightly confusing to those that were probably.

Who needs people?

I'm sorry this post belongs in my moblog but it's just too long for that. John Kay is a German-Canadian.

Not I, said the guy. Well, he was a rock so forget about him. He doesn't matter and he thinks nothing matters. Fool! Go sit on your hill! Don' worry about it!

Christopher and his red paper clip and his string. The prime numbers are what is left after you take the patterns away. All this is from the curious incident of the dog in the night-time. I love that book. It makes me happy when I can relate to all the strange and non-people things. Thank you people! It's not anyone's fault... it's the fault of the eternal chaotic chains of events that cause everything. I added an old packet of English sewing needles to my desk collection. There is a very strangely shaped and fairly pretty golden colored CPU heatsink on my shelf. I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back. There are two sides of the coin. I just want to ride my bicycle.

My binary clock is slow by one hour and my radio controlled Oregon Scientific clock is ahead by one hour. I set the radio controlled one every night before I go to bed so the alarm won't go off too early the next morning. I notice weird things. I rarely notice the obvious though. My rubber bands feel like spaghetti. I just ate spaghetti. I'm confused. Number 9... good number. I think 1059 is number 51ish digit but I don't know that digit set so hmmm. I really don't like numbers that much I think. They are fun though. I don't try to do this stuff. Although maybe I do without thinking about it. I didn't used to though because I didn't know I did it. Maybe I could make a flash animation to describe how I see people's faces on tv. That would be intersting.

edit: god damn it stop blowing on my hands!!

What have we here?

It is treasure we have! I have been noticing recently that many odd things find their way onto my desk. I find this funny right now so I'm going to make a list of a few of the things on my desk.

Current things on my desk:

• an orange voltimeter that measure up to 300 AC Volts
  
• iRiver and 4 pairs of headphones
  
• pack of "30% larger mints" cinnamon flavored tictacs
  
• target receipt from yesterday
  
• souplantation receipt from over a month ago
  
• souplantation receipt from last week
  
• plenty of stickies and various school papers
  
• many cds laying all over mostly out of jewel cases
  
• a cup of water from over a week ago on top of a tissue
  
• The Doors dvd
  
• plenty of dental/ortho stuff
  
• rock hard blue peeps from easter
  
• nailclippers (I've bene looking for those)
  
• a wireless mouse and a wired mouse (both work oddly enough)
  
• two tickets for Hitch Hiker's Guide for different times
  
• an In n out receipt for FF and V Shk... guest number 1335
  
• movie ticket for Sin City for over a month ago
  
• various pieces of computers and stuff that I am not sure about
  
• a coiled up guitar string
  
• an unknown metalic white disk that fits in my palm
  
• digital camera
  
• 2 magazines I haven't read
  
• a very old water bottle
  
• duct tape... I was looking for that also
  
• ultrazone things all over
  
• ripped up rocky ticket
  
• binary clock
  
• much much more
  

There's plenty more but I don't want to look anymore. You know I bet all of those have a story behind them.

It's all part of my fantasy

This is just fantasy.

Rocky was great fun. I was Brian and at the show and it was a dymano and he didn't know it. I wonder if there exists an entire wardrobe of silk. Silk socks, shirts, underwear, shoes, hats. I don't think most of those would work too well. Aladdin... That one movie... that was funny. Prom lol. The play was awesome. Poor Edwin.

I worked for over five hours in the yard today. This involved lots of stacking of wood and packing of vegetation. Afterwards I went to Souplantation and drove on two seats and Brian. Freak. We went through Rancho, Lomas, 101, Leucadia, a familiar home, El Camino, Dove, El Camino, and Rancho. We stopped only for memories, Target, and ice cream along the way. Deja vu everywhere today. Ahhh. Every street name was deja vu and many of the places were so familiar yet I had never been there. The music too. Speaking of music I listened to at least 150 Beatles songs today while doing yard work. I put some of them on repeat for a while. The Beatles' lyrics mean too much. Something else maybe... can't remember more. w/e

This is the real life.

"if you wanna have a good time gimme a call!"

Yes I'm havin' a good time, I don't wanna stop at alllll. Lady Godiva... Reach out and touch me! I can't believe I didn't recognize the song Night Moves by Bob Seger. I could sing most of the song and I couldn't place the artists. "I was humming a song from 1962." I have never been shopping like that before. V, A, car. Rocky! Black, black, black, pink/white, black, black! Yay! I have homework but I don't have my english book. Today was fun so I guess it doesn't matter. I need to look up Queensryche and other bands. My neighbor wanted me to burn her many many cds and she knew who Cake was! She doesn't seem like the type of person who is up-to-date on music and she wanted mostly oldies albums but she'd heard of some newer bands that were kind of out there... yet she asked me what songs Queen did... I couldn't believe that.

please please me

I could see Bohemian Rhapsody as being about a man who has found that his sexuality is different than expected and does not like this yet does and others don't and stuff. To love no matter what. He must find that. It's like death though. Death in a jar. I hope someday you'll join us. This is a longer version of my moblog. It's a long post and it isn't in short sentences mostly so it is going here even though it makes just as much sense. Oh I have a moblog btw. Moblogg vorbis. I can post to it from my phone by text messaging or calling. I'm just waiting for the sun. Michelle, my bell. I was just thinking of that line and I hit next track on shuffle and it appears. I love coincidence. I don't know if I did anything recently. Should I be posting something here? There are people. Somehow, there are people. Oscillation = bad but valleys = bad. Oh e where art thou e? My 2.71828183 of the night I need thee. Please kill the sine which has risen every morning with the sun. At least I have not met tangent or -e. If I do I shall bite my thumb and move along... the show... it really doesn't end.

...out of the corner of my watering eye

Ohhh wham bam thank you ma'am!
The 2600 meeting Friday was pretty fun. I met Code_Dark, r0d3nt, Ragnar, gh0st, and a few others. People thought I was high. The dialated pupils and me being me didn't help. The Kvas was good though. Brian bought many liters of it. 9 quotes from songs in total here. Have fun.

Some cool people-describing phrases from songs (Maybe I'll think of more):
"With god given ass."
"Blue-eyed floozy"
"That's why they call me Mr. Farenheight"
"He got muddy water he one mojo filter"
"I am the walrus"

Lift up your hearts and sing me a song
That was a hit before your mother was born.

It's almost like my life will fall,
My life will fall,
Unless I see their ascent.

I'm a speed king, seeee meee flyyyyy

I love the intro to Smoke on The Water by Deep Purple. First there is the main guitar riff, then they introduce the symbols and another guitar, then there's a drum beat, then there is a really nice background of a bass guitar, and then the vocals start. The transitioning is so subtle but it works so well. It's almost opposite of Styx style of completely changing the mood of the song in a second flat. The main riff is, of course, the best riff of all time. Well, the Love Me Two Time riff by The Doors is damn good too...

The Comp Sci AP test was really easy yesterday. I started drawing one of my fuzzy ring design things during the last 40 minutes of the free response section. There must be a song for Wednesdays. Where is that Wednesday song?

I decided to sleep in and not go to school today. Who needs 2-4-6 days? I ended up in and out of the school all day anyways. I was in school without officially being in school. I saw the last hour and a half of the track meet. I told all the TP people I knew there I was rooting for RB. I ran home and now I'm here. My audioscrobbler account is going nuts. All of my bands are changing. Queen hasn't moved in days, Cake is moving up slowly, Styx quickly, and David Bowie very quickly. Deep Purple is next.

Saturday night and I just got paid
Gonna fool about ain’t gonna save
Some people gonna rock some people gonna roll
Gonna have a party to save my soul

Oooooh won't you take me home tonight

The Calc AB ap test was pretty easy. I had What a Beautiful World by Devo stuck in my head for the multiple choice sections and Oh What A Night by Billy Joel stuck in my head for the free response sections. I had listened to Devo on the way there in Mike's car that morning, but I can't remember the last time I heard any Billy Joel songs besides Piano Man and Middle of the Night.

Matt, Aditya, Mike, and myself went to Bongiorno after the test. I'd never been there but I'd had their pizza at Matt's house before. I got an Horchata from the Mexican restaurant near the pizza place. We dropped Matt off at the school, went to the cliffs in Del Mar, then went to Fry's to get Final Fantasy 11 for Mike. I ended up meeting up with V. That was a nice break. Unfortunatley I had time restraints because I absolutely had to be home by dinner even if I didn't eat any. This week has been more relaxing than I thought it would be though. I have to remember to go to the 2600 meeting friday and watch the new Family Guy on Sunday. I missed the first episode. I was bored so I linked lots of random words in this post. I didn't like the songs because I was lazy.

The Show Must Go On

I don't really like that song. Queen is great though. I think Styx will be moving way up on my Top Artists list on my Audioscrobbler. I left Styx on repeat for over two hours today while I slept. I needed that sleep. Before I slept I went to George's house with Mike and George. George had a picture of a red guitar on his May calendar that reminded me of Brian May's red special guitar even though it doesn't look the same really.

I was bored in Comp Sci today and the teacher didn't care what we did so I read Rock Snobs and Wikipedia articles all of class. I read articles on most of the members of AC/DC, all of the members of Queen, some of the members of Bad Company, and other related Wikipedia articles. Bon Scott, Angus Young, Malcom Young, the "new" AC/DC singer, Brian May, John Deacon, Roger Taylor, Freddie Mercury, Paul Kossof (I think that's how you spell it), etc. There were 5 people in my Physics class for a while today. Another 7 showed up by the end of class. AP Tests... Spaghetti and Lite Cranberry juice don't taste the same. Maybe I'm sick. I was a bit hot after I woke up. I have that numbing senses sensation and my head feels like it's floating (not that it doesn't at other times). I'm actually not coughing at all, which is saying something since I usually have a cough when I'm not sick. I don't have a very stuffed up nose, not more than usual. I'm in a very music-quoting mood today. I should play guess-that-song. Mmmmm... AC/DC. On an unrelated note, my Mom called my cell phone and left three messages while I was sleeping complaining about the fact that I didn't come home. When I woke up I walked out of my room and she asked where I was. I said "sleeping" and she goes "oh, I thought you were still with Michael and George". I am so unnoticeable in my house my family doesn't notice when I'm in the house and doesn't bother to check. Brian Johnson is the "new" AC/DC singer.... and David Bowie is the "new" Beatles. Don't ask.

Welcome to the grand illusion

I am in one of those moods. It's the kind of mood where you think "life sucks" but life is really not that bad. It's one of those moods where you'll look back and realize you were just trying to find something to complain about. It's all an illusion. It's just a show and it will end.

Thursday was a nice break. Weezer... Manu Chao? Friday was really nice. The Hitchhiker's Guide movie was very funny. Ford is so cool. Saturday I ran around the neighborhood to let off steam. I ended up at the school and then at Anthony's house. Brian picked me up at the spot and I eventually went to Paul's house. David and Jason were there. 2 Fast 2 Furious. I helped make dinner. I ate so much dinner and dessert. Brian and Mike (not mikrasov) arrived after David and Jason left and we watched Swordfish. The pink bunny omg. Music.

This morning I drove home to switch cars with my dad, drove back to Paul's house, drove Mike home, and then got stuck in traffic on the way back to Paul's house. It took me over an hour to get from the Del Mar Heights exit to the Villa De La Valle exit on the 5. I travelled about 2 miles in one hour. When I got to Paul's house after the hour long burning hot trip with radio static I realized I had no reason to be there so I walked in, said hello, ate three plain pancakes, said goodbye, and left. I think I'm going to make a Dennis DeYoung mix cd based around his voice. Then maybe I'll make a Tommy Shaw one and a Bon Scott one.