Save, Save!

Ever felt sick to your stomach, hugry, and full at the same time? Stress time! Why? I really don't know. Parents, school, social interaction (lack thereof also), obligations, promises, emptiness, fullness, unsureness, and etc-ness. This post is one in which I will complain. Where is my warm safe place? I want to hide.

Friday was the best day I've had in a long time after the some of the worst days I've had in a while. Saturday was okay at first and got better and better as the day went on. Sunday was a wasted day filming nothingness. Monday was a day which I cannot remember. Tuesday was okay.

Today was good at first but then came the Save. Our movie for English is an advertisement for the American Dream: Fame. David Bowie! I spent well over 2 hours forcing Anthony to butcher scenes we didn't need and change the theme song to Fame by David Bowie. Windows Movie Maker crashed more times than I could count. Anthony and I started singing Fame and replacing the word fame with the word save to remind us to save every 5 seconds! Why is it only Wednessday? I'd actually be looking forward to the weekend but I have an indefinite amount of too much time my hands and at undefined times. This means that I am always stressing over the fact that in 5 min I could somewhere that I don't want to be doing something I don't want to do, but I could also be having fun in 5 min. I never know. It's not so much the fact that I have too much time on my hands at any given time. The horrible part for me is that I never know when any plan I make will be ruined in seconds time due to a sudden urgent call for work from above. Basically, I can never ever make a plan and be more than 60% sure I will be able to do my plan. It's the show that never ends. I wish I couldn't attend. What was that promise that you made?

If you can hold on, hold on

Easter... not really. I was bored but not that bored. This post is music. I just obsessed over some of The Killers lyrics. I can't believe how much I can relate to certain things. I love songs that leave their lyrics open to interpretation but not too vague, so everyone can take what they need from them. What I love even more is songs like that where I can relate to almost the whole song. There aren't many like that. In fact, I don't think there is one song I can think of right now that I can relate to the whole song, but I'll probably think of some after posting this. He's as cold as ice.

I was going to post blurbs from songs here but I realized it could fill up a lot of space. Maybe I still will post some blurbs. Blurb is a funny word. Funny is a funny word. Also silly. This is a rambling post in case you haven't noticed. I like David's trash can.

I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

You know I'll probably want to make one of these posts after listening to Styx, BOC, or some other band today also.

Just close your eyes forget your name
Forget the world, forget the people

Story songs are great.... especially long ones. I listened to Celebration of the Lizard at least 5 times today. I feel like running. If only I could. It's nice and cold outside. I missed CS today but at least I got to see the cars go by. Some things are out of place, that stop sign is one of them. Run with me. Let's run.

Yesterday I drove. Tapioca Heaven has really good Boba. A lot of people know what boba is apparently but some of them don't know where it's origins are from. I find that odd since the first time I had it was at a Chinese restaurant. No name calling. Cliffs... Subaru imperfections today. 10 people. $0.49 ice cream bars suck at Rite Aid but the ice cream in them is pretty good and you really do get your money's worth. Louis XIV... why don't they exist online? I wish I could understand it. It's twisted. This post had so many dual meanings. Have fun interpreting it however you like. I wish I could just make this post longer and keep putting strange little quotes and references for someone as bored as me to find. Maybe I'lll actuallly do some work nowlll.

It's a beautiful world

faces look fugly when you're alone
Saturday I went to see the wonderful wizard of Fry's with a Potato at hand and a Mercedes at foot. Potatoes know their "bends" music. Fry's had the music of everything and sodas for only ten cents more than a gumball. Big elbows, Beatles smoothies, and parking at the end of the world with running for good measure. Bad ribbons. As said by not me: If food was music In 'N' Out would be my theme song. That's what a hamburger's all about. Someone was calling his name. I need to make a one-press potato press. Ketchup kid and "do you want coke or limonada?" No yellow packets of boom, no double double double, and no donuts.

For some reason... I'm hot blooded and apparently today was a Devo day and therefore "it's a beautiful world we live in." Radish bread. German man, German car. Link. Windows suck. Russian potatoes. UCSD, impromptu lan ideas, weee, fun fun fun. Stoytcho, Mike, and the duck (aka the chicken). Apples, grape juice, and potatoes! I am here as you are here as you are me and we are all together.

Wonderful people everywhere
The way they comb their hair
makes me want to say
It's a wonderful place

Same As It Ever Was, Same As It Ever Was

Wednessday and Thursday consisted of sickness, spaceyness (lots), appointments, work, and the Highlands. Friday was lots of fun though. Mercedes, park, UZ, and many people in between. This weekend I'm probably going to be busy but I'll be able to fit fun in somehow. Yesterday I listened to I Am The Walrus for 30 min, Dirty Deeds for 30 min, Fool On The Hill for 15 min, and some other songs for periods of time on repeat. I am listening to some weird music today and I think I'll change it because it's starting to get pretty bad. Chroming Rose is okay and Talking Heads have a few good songs but most of them are horrible. Gas is expensive but not it's worth it. Fancy food is expensive and not worth it. Get your motors runing...

"And you may ask yourself
Where does that highway go?"

...someone is calling my name...

I couldn't resist making a link to everything that happens to be a song...
Yesterday I was dazed and confused. I listened to Karn Evil 9 by Emerson, Lake, & Palmer 3.5 times yesterday. This doesn't sound like much except that Karn Evil 9 has 3 parts (first, second, and third impression) and they total almost 30 min in length. I just needed that song yesterday. Recently I've been listening to so many different bands, reviving music I used to like, finding new music, and looking at many songs in new ways.

Today I drove around with Matthew and Taylor for a while and ended up at home. I was reminded that there was a Velvet Revolver and The Killers concert today and A got me a ticket for The Killers! The concert was awesome. I actually like being squished in large crowds of people. People are constantly bumping into each other and almost falling over. The only place where there doesn't seem to be chaos in the middle of a huge crowd is the place you want to be least: the circles of doom. Somehow I still hear Louis XIV playing in my head in between bits of The Killers. It doesn't help that I can't really hear over the ringing and lack of noise. The sound of silence sucks right now.

And of course Henry The Horse dances the waltz

Thursday I drove with Stoytcho for a while. We ended up with Taylor and Brian. The cliffs were fun and cold. Souplantation. Friday I didn't drive people. Mike was the one driving. Mike, Jeff, Taylor, and I drove around Encinitas. We picked up George and switched cars to get Jenny and Anna. You can refer to Taylor's and Mike's blogs for the nasty filling. It was the best Rocky I've been to since the first time. Denny's, music, spacing out, and complete randomness was great. I did nothing after I left Mike's Saturday and I've been doing nothing all day except for my driving break which was a really fun break. I need to take a break like that more often but not too often. School tomorrow. Fun fun fun...... I'm a tactile learner and I already knew it, yay. Music is great but it isn't everything all the time. It is everything some of the time and something all of the time though.

...they make me feel so...

Starship's Jane. Smile like you mean it. All the things that I've done. Into a paper cup.... shai karoo baby. Nothing's gonna change my world. Take these suken eyes and learn to see. Songs are good and bad but so good and I love them all. "They make me feel so good." Get here, and we'll do the rest.

There we were. Five lost souls (swimming in a fish bowl) on our way up to Mt. Palomar in a minivan. A few disputes occured along the way but it was a fairly smooth trip up. We made it up at about 19:00, ate, and setup camp. The stars looked very different. I love the night. We played BS and sat around the fire for a while. As two went to bed the rest listened to music, talked, and just were. I don't know how long I was actually in a good deep sleep for but I doubt very long. The trip back was fun. We stopped at Santa Ysabel and ate apple pies at the Julian Pie Company on the way back. The music was great.

Tonight I went to Brian's house only to give him his sweatshirt and somehow I ended up at Taylor's house somehow. I remember running around Winstanley way in a circle and driving on El Camino Real. Jelly beans, lasers, cats, candy, chocolate rearranging, 633-1406, bacon, etc. Brian was hungry so we went to Denny's and of course strange things happened because the Villa De La Valle Denny's is possessed. Crooked parking, emo kids, camera mirrors, and IBM servers in the ceiling. Go to Denny's and you shall see.

Three is a crowd

I've found that trips are often most fun with two. One is lonely and three is too many at times because three points don't always fall on a line but two do. wth songs. Bohemian Rhapsody, Dude Looks Like a Lady, David Bowie, Clapton, Grand Illusion, Touch Me! People suck but I love people. People and people aren't the same... I don't know why. Oscilation waa. The little things add up to make larger sums. Little things are what count. The whole day can be made just by one thing even if the rest of it was crap. How do people know the stuff they really don't? Burning shoes! How? Queen, rubber, 26, fish. Do not dehuminize. Foreigner ahhhh. Come to my world. Come with me. Smile with your eyes so I can see. omg.. tonight it's you! I don't take that the way it was meant I think but yay for Cheap Trick. Foreigner. Ever been happy and sad at the same time and you don't know why you are either? Life is fun. Come on baby, do you do more than dance? Oh and staring and kinestetics no what huh! Maybe hugs rock and shuey (shoe-ee?) or w/e is the man. Uno, dos, tres, catorce!...