three little birds, sitting on my doorstep

I had fun with Carmody yesterday. Cheap pizza and cliffs. I worked for 7 hours in the yard mostly shoveling dirt. I went to dinner with Stoy at In N Out and then we went to Paul's house. Saw the red tide glow more than I've ever seen it. It was blue. There was a green dead humingbird outside our house all day while I was shoveling. I think someone disposed of it finally. Yesterday night I was the bird. Today I was the window. I don't know why I was the bird before but I no longer am. I've had songs stuck in my head and changing like mad. I'm listening to Karn Evil 9 at the moment. I'm obsessed with the show.

Now due to a construct in my mind
That makes their falling and their flight
Symbolic of my entire existence,
It becomes important for me
To get up and see
Their last second curves toward flight.
It's almost as if my life will fall
Unless I see their ascent.