Dazed and Confused (Art is Smart)

I want to compose music. Maybe I will. AP Music Theory here I come. I've always loved creating art. I used to write poems, stories, and even draw. I got out of all that. I became logical and interested in things that were set in stone. I am once again interested in art and chaos very much. I love music and I am now realizing that I like poetry and visual art. I am interested in Langston Hughes and such. I realized I like the books Crime and Punishment, Catcher in the Rye, and the play Waiting for Godot. Waiting for Godot lets one think of their own purpose and reasoning behind the vague story. My take on it is that two atheists are waiting for God (I capitalized it.. wow) in purgatory but they don't know who they are waiting for or why. I don't have time to keep writing about this so I summarized it and didn't italisize any titles .. sorry.. I have to sleep.